December 2011
Going to a Party on New Years Eve
I can do this guys, I can do this.
Just keep breathing shan, just keep breathing.
I’m a little nervous.
But I can do it!
If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives.
– Lemony Snicket (via esoreilla)
You know what guys...
I am tired of waiting.
I am tired of being walked all over.
I am tired of getting hurt.
I am tired of bullshit. Yes I said it, Bullshit.
I only want people in my life who are going to treat me right. I’ve had a lifetime of people who didn’t. A lifetime.
I just want to say I’m done. and No, I’m not over it. And no I’m not okay. And No. Just No.
But I also want to...