I just don’t know
I just don’t know what to do with myself. I just don’t know how to try and start picking up the pieces. I just don’t know how to heal. I don’t know how to be happy. I don’t know how to fill the empty space inside of my heart. I don’t know how to make myself feel like I’m worth a lot. I don’t know how to be even remotely okay. I don’t know if I fucked everything up. I don’t know if there actually will be a day when there is no more heartbreak for me, no more pain. I don’t know how to feel anymore. I don’t know how to fix anything. I don’t know how to help you. I don’t know how to make you happy. I don’t know if I should walk away.
I don’t know a lot of things.
And I have no idea how I can stop loving you.
